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DAY 420,723 to DAY 440,942

DAY 420,723 (January 25, CVD01, 5:39 PM CovST)


DID I mention we crossed the twenty-five million cases numbers in words look less imposing than numbers friendly to your eyes but

Raw figures menace 25,000,000 looks skeletal as

Prone figure laying against the dire expectations worm like as well words worm but numbers burrow but what damage made the virus possible someone said once a while back during the reign of error that was the past administration (2017 to the second year of covid) “well, sure climate change is a problem but hey the damage is done so might as well profit from it”

You’ll get used to it

Day 424,690. (January 26, CVD01, 5:57 PM CovST)


Another day another marker another achievement: 100,201,258 global cases, 2,154,530 global deaths Christian birth control they call it faith based health care I might not participate im not ready to acknowledge the mechanism we keep further waiting to around about its sun another gravitational threat the falling into orbit falling sun scar into the cavern we is us issuing from our illness keeps our bodies together together like stitches do

The same is the same burr we share our skin I GOT YOU THIS FAR YOU’RE ON YOUR OWN seams the conspiracy is an accident of flaws rationale see it there we are barely moving away from or improving towards can you engineer a civilization on failure I say yes its about time but really its been that way all along The former “Apprehended repeatedly media hound dominate in the coup. By knowing what TV produced at the office, Mr. Trump was considered TV, cable news and important of all that thrive on the Videotape from conflict S at the base con he was a perfect finance of some of the ethos of some walk- competition because in fatigues and tice, saw competitions Pilots in audio- most productive stations described This made his delivering a blow magnet, for cheerleader reinforcing the eras alike He was these Fan, consuming hour owner-ranked official mirror reflecting hind out the actions of He trumpeted his The police also they were jobs reports civilian defend-think of every day an episode of reality the morning after Mr. Trump has oft kept and dismissed certification, that then that they were false FLAMED through a cigarette burn of the universe hole that became dark as our

Infection


DAY 428,654 (January 27, CVD01, 6:24 PM CovST)


Should we dance the shroud dance bones clacking sound rhythm that ain’t no xylophone ROOM its not a catastrophe its an opportunity now left to their own devices q quanonanon not a question of balance but left to their own devices mutate into a more virulent strain are propagating the idea that an obscure 1871 act made the United States a corporation and not a federal government, thus rendering any laws passed after that year moot and U.S. citizens not subject to them. According to this theory, the United States will revert back to its original form on March 4th, the date when presidents were inaugurated prior to the 1933 passage of the 20th amendment. They believe Trump will be sworn in as the 19th president of the United States. (The 18th president, Ulysses S. Grant, served between 1869 and 1877, or the time period when those who cling to this theory believe the United States “became” a “corporation.”)


We are left with the residue of their skirmish with when we go one we go flaw fowl whether of loss of bearing no notion of human that represents its animal in place "Whereas there is growing evidence that the violence at the Capitol was a 'false flag' operation designed to discredit President Trump, his supporters, and all conservative Republicans; this provided the sham motivation to impeach President Trump in order to advance the Democrat goal of seizing total power, in a frightening parallel to the February 1933 burning of the German Reichstag."

SERIOUSLY ?????

Maybe I shouldn’t care no I’m skeptical of notions of the absolute but I have to accept what is there I guess or not there remains dread and we are accustomed to it dread like hypocrisy is the resting condition of humans a go to default program whether we are administering dread or experiencing it hypocrisy on the other hand is what happens when nothing really sticks it reveals the shortcomings of our premises our dogma our principles everything is intermittent what did Pound say a consciousness disjunct being this overblotted series of intermittences intermittent self human being written in the bone rhythm clacking sound under meat and nerve we capture the flag we call it home

AS IT IS the metric we heap measure against is not always there nothing remains in place no center is the hold of your birthing sphere then it all gets folded into itself as we

Whisper our aches into honeycombs see as long as things move unimpeded we will spiral into absurdity drawing the strings of our being into brief flourishes of relevance in intermittent bows the resrt be damned GO SPIRALNAUTS FORTH AND MANUEVER THE TREAD INTO THE DIVE we are the water we most tread because we is incorporated as we are the human capital in the purchase sphere but it ain’t the republicans who will brief your free


DAY 432,540 (January 28, CVD01, 5:55 PM CovST)


New variants appear every week south Africa brazil united kingdom this dance of the virus working through its mutations given the opportunity to work through mutations it’s a free market solution found in nature like

Herd immunity and third world economies I mean viruses replicate market conditions its as if viruses function like capitalism huh so here lies liberalism but what is liberalism no one knows but its everywhere is it the liberalism that allows for thought freed from dogma or

Humans freed from bondage to despotic limitations not neo liberalism is only the pseudo liberalism of markets freed to dominate human existence that doesn’t sound liberal to anyone gut markets replicating viral constructs hmm Maybe it isn’t that liberalism failed but that we failed liberalism because we cannot meet the standards we set for ourselves or see or recognize their meeting pattern of rescue liberalism being distinct from the viralism of markets antithetical but okay

o…its realizing that I’ve been wrong about everything really things I have or should have given up on commodities that things a) need to be present objects and B) need to be exchanged sold or purchased I mean I believed in things as the base for all transactions and maybe all this time we didn’t need transactions let alone product I mean

I m the or that market that came to believe that say say art was a product an object production machine that sold and exchanged and you had to have something as proof or evidence to exchange for money but really only recently has the and mp3 format m usic etc files see files this notion of temporary and intermittent events of art makes sense as it is inherently antithetical to viral marketism like I could get by NOT doing anything nor sell anything or produce anything except the nothing I am so close free exchange that is not exchange given and received without thought to value but yet yet the marketthink assimilated that as well and turned everything into the new market in ephemerals like streaming services MP3s etc this of course is perfect almost pure market capitalism as there is no or little cost in materials and like 100% mark up on nothing really a breath a ghost of artmusicnewsvideo see

So that’s set yet I can’t escape the feeling that ive been wrong to make anything at all and would earn would benefit if I burned it all yes ? is failure an option it sure is buddy

Anyhooooo ! back to liberalism as I am reading this review in the new yorker of this stupid book boomers heres the link

see this sounds so wrong headed and perfectly cuntservative as not exactly comprehending what true liberalism is and `allowing the I mean she examines all the wrong people right like pagalia hasn’t had any relevance to neither the world or liberalism and steve jobs wasn’t liberal as he profited from liberalism and that’s the issue there wasn’t anything inherently “wrong” with real liberalism functioning liberalism as its liberality allowed for such glaring loopholes people could take advantage from so the real question isn’t what happened to liberalism but what happened to us are you referring to liberals that

stand by the few principles it possessed or merely took advantage of it Liberalism does not automatically equate to the debauchery or decadence yes that’s it the rest are people without any interest in idealism or liberalism who will participated only as it appealed to their prurient interests they weren’t adherents of the notions liberalism promised but did embrace the freedoms of (self)abuse it made possible in its loopholes that’s your 60s boomer generation the ones who went to the meetings in order to get laid or get fucked up on drugs didn’t much give a shit about the ideas liberalizing markets has nothing to do with liberalism western liberalism so what this idiot write should have discussed is those who benefited most from liberalism (ideological and social not economic NOT ECONOMIC we never did enough to end economic man did we anyhoooo the truly liberal folk like Trump steve bannon Marjorie taylor greene and that idiot that hawks pillows because they all got in on the ground floor of what liberalism made possible only to shut the door and burn the house down yeah I’m tired of these afflictions this pandemic of stupid paralleling the pandemic of illness devastation wake up from now because if is the film run forward the same backwards

are events commutative is life commutative commutative if changing the order of the operands does not change the result


Day 435,892 (January 29, CVD01, 5:53 PM CovST)


My that elephant has no end! These blind people are unfinished themselves all pulling on the parts! I had none,

I too went blind to find my part that is a black hole… no…

an orifice a break in the action a gap in the universe that

my hand fits in. this elephant, the universe, this universe this life

I think you know what end you hold. It is not what you think but that’s sufficient to make a decision for now How the Coronavirus Turns the Body Against Itself Some patients struggling with Covid-19 develop antibodies against their own tissues, scientists have found. The coronavirus can warp the body's defenses in many ways — disarming the body's early warning systems, for example, or causing immune cells to misfire. And it is the body politic fighting itself in the open one scab against the other one scar attacking itself HE WENT FROM QANON TO QANOFF

Tired circulating tried not maybe now distancing is the current pause we need maybe that’s the order the GREAT PAUSE and they retreat to their brand names we speak in brandese branglish the tag of our having been there our modus operandi what we trade in namebrands sell the thing of ourselves as the ephemeral we is the ghost now right it is our soul heaven construct the body we haunt we is the ghost of our bodies making it animated in stop action across flat cell



Day 438,708 (January 30, CVD01, 4:44 PM CovST)

Is the story the same run backwords like a palindrome I see you here but will we meet again backwords

I don’t know you this way but may on the return a different plot develops your backword world parallels mine

But no time events history is non-commutative “History Doesn't Repeat Itself, but It Often Rhymes”

wait for the plot to develop ednul cire is here to right your imbalance your pattern proceeds without you

No body recognizes itself as invader is unfamiliar with its own processes no cell knows of another is barely an echo in the black hole of skin it is enveloped in a hollow of no cell introduces itself they barely touch is that the part of the elephant world you hold or enter in it is a gaping hole no soul is fished out from there your occupant has deserted you each cells purpose is to fight for survival and neighboring cells fight for primacy in the meat walls

Yes the enemy is within it is we I have found we have met the enemy and he is us I found a note I wrote to myself this is how the lights go out


DAY 440,942 (January 31, CVD01, 4:33 PM CovST)

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